ournourishment

Wake Up I am your strong tower, I am your helper, the one to catch you when you’re falling down, and ease the difficulty of getting back up. Will I ever feel envy in the face of your success? More than likely, but the stress is not on my envy it’s on my respect; I will honor your success as a God ordained orchestration in your life, and humbly wait for mine. I am your sister, my teeth were never meant to sink into your back. I will swallow my jealously and never create strife behind it. I am human, I am trying to express my humanity in hopes you’ll return the same to me. But even if I never receive any of what I give you, I should have never honored you solely to receive honor in my name. My reward will never be found in receiving attention for simply being humane to you, society has misconceived this notion but there is nothing admirable in behaving in the way you should have originally I am your sister, defaming you doesn’t glorify me. Supporting you doesn’...

I live in a world between insanity and reality, In a world people don’t really visit. Because… He thought I was weird, she thought I was weird, he thought I was weird she thought I was weird hethoughtIwasweirdshethoughtIwasweirdhethoughtshethoughtthoughtthoughtthought They never actually thought about me I say something like “Don’t judge me?” Well I want to say that, but my lips don’t part at the right time Judge not, that ye be not judged. For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again Repeating those words in my head Aloud I question: did that mean anything to you? If we die, I’ll ask for leniency at your sentencing I’m not insane – demented, I simply contrast you I’ll kneel next to you, and run my hand over your back, kiss your cheek My tears dripping off my face and onto your alabaster skin I will ask what you’re too afraid too