ournourishment

Wake Up I am your strong tower, I am your helper, the one to catch you when you’re falling down, and ease the difficulty of getting back up. Will I ever feel envy in the face of your success? More than likely, but the stress is not on my envy it’s on my respect; I will honor your success as a God ordained orchestration in your life, and humbly wait for mine. I am your sister, my teeth were never meant to sink into your back. I will swallow my jealously and never create strife behind it. I am human, I am trying to express my humanity in hopes you’ll return the same to me. But even if I never receive any of what I give you, I should have never honored you solely to receive honor in my name. My reward will never be found in receiving attention for simply being humane to you, society has misconceived this notion but there is nothing admirable in behaving in the way you should have originally I am your sister, defaming you doesn’t glorify me. Supporting you doesn’...

A dimly lit room, about 18 girls sitting in a circle The unflinching eyes of the doctor; dark, hardened, holding a chart, mindlessly writing gibberish No one was older than 18 Black, white, tan; fat, skinny, chubby; short, tall, in the middle; they all had something missing in their eye, perhaps the theft of their humanity, security. There was a kinship they all held, unbeknownst to them; words unspoken Every girl sat with baggage toppled to the ceiling: the room was full and at the same time I realized it was empty; I was alone, completely deserted Only one pair of eyes still glinted with hope, aspirations, belief in humanity They were mine. For you

Arghhhhhhh I'm so overwhelmed with my anger, frustrated by people's ignorance. Annoyed by people's lack of respect. My blog has become my sounding board I shall not want, it lead me to self-peace, it maketh me feel not like killing people, it restoreth my sense of humanity. Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear myself more then anyone else; for I am thy worst enemy; for the rod and the staff may not comfort me but rather the enemies who face me.  10/25/13